'Hurt' by Trent Reznor

I hurt myself today, 

to see if I still feel.

I focus on the pain,

the only thing that's real.

The needle tears a hole,

the old familiar sting -

try to kill it all away 

but I remember everything 

What have I become 

my sweetest friend? 

Everyone I know goes away 

in the end. 

And you could have it all,

My Empire of Dirt,

I will let you down, 

I will make you hurt. 

I wear this crown of shit 

upon my liar's chair - 

full of broken thoughts 

I cannot repair.

Beneath the stains of time, 

the feelings disappear. 

You are someone else 

I am still right here 

If I could start again, 

a million miles away, 

I would keep myself, 

I would find a way.